it was really a great year
lots of joys
yet some tears
lots of thoughts
yet some disputes
lots of words
yet some lies
lots of love
yet some conflicts
lots of laughters
of coz some tears
not yet enough
yet not ‘not enough’:P
To be continued
To start over
in another brand-new 2009^^
New Year Eve December 30, 2008
Merry Christmas December 25, 2008
A calm and peaceful xmas
with my family
I know I have been ignorant to them
yea u a right I meant to do that
I dun deny it anymore
coz of all ur own selfishness
and mine included for certain
but what’s the most unbreakable relationship in your life?
everything starts from family
I know it
that’s why I would like to end up with family at last:P
Address: Europe, HK December 23, 2008
‘Stanley’
A place asks me to take everything easy
Talk to anybody u dunno
Trust anybody around u
no rush no hurry
no lies no doubts
we dun need to hide
nor seek
Here thx Pinky for all the sincere companionship
my pleasure to spend a wonderful afternoon with you^^
Honey Honey~~how it thrills me!!(I just watched mamma mia:P) December 21, 2008
who doesnt ever hesitate for one second?
When ‘let’s give up’ was told
the overwhelming pain just blinded me
i indulged myself
ask myself to let it be(what a perfect excuse I have just realized!)
feeling relieved for a few days
I thought I will make myself settled
but it turned out to become more and more sentimental
and ’spontaneous’
I dunno about things
but I just dun conceal
An end/A start December 17, 2008
School exams are over
have a new hairstyle
computer get repaired
turned down the internship
let go
stay
renew
refresh
restructure(i like this word>..<
what a life
and faith
thank god
Settled December 15, 2008
take everything easy
make things simple
not ask for any special favour or offer
ask for a release
I feel calm and peaceful
I feel like I want to restore everything I got at last
Offer me a trip please(asking for a favour again?!) haha
see how things are contradictory to each other!
Recovery December 13, 2008
It’s time to resume everything to normal!it’s EVERYTHING!
restructuring is the way
but
my heart should be restructured by my brain?
or my brain should be restructured by my heart?
can i ask anybody for help?
I wanted to cry…why couldnt i?couldnt i just let it leak out?or lay on sb’s shoulder?
wanted to be “wagamama” like kids
all the terrible nights and cruel decisions i had
this is the very moment
there’s sth to be done just right before it could not be fixed anymore
though i am not one of the big three
i should not let me go bankruptcy shouldnt i-.-
thx god my liquildity is still allowing me to flow well
anyway i believe i am recovering
striving to
striving against
complaint December 9, 2008
實在忍不住某些機構的做事手法
斤斤計較
機制混亂
欺善怕惡
慢
即使對他們自己亦不會有什麼好處
寧願為難有需要的人都不會出手相助
突然覺得自己人生要活在這個世界很沒有保障
開始明白為什麼人喜歡追求權力地位
權力愈大自由才愈大
不用求人
姑勿論你的責任的多少
因為最後你的權力是可以大得減輕你的責任
可以明正言順去欺壓人
當你開始嘗到所有事都在你掌握之中的話
你還會不會願意放棄你的一切?
又明白了我媽媽為什麼在我們三兄妹的成長過程會有那麼大的情緒波動
是權力被一直削弱的後遺症
Got annoyed! December 8, 2008
Can things become more solid that I dun need to worry about from time to time?
I just want things to be settled
even that is not an ideal plan as it was
I just want something on hands!!
and some helpful counterparts
would rather do everything by my own-.-
